Sunday, December 11, 2005
11:14 PM
dear diary
sometimes it hurts pretty much doesnt it.. i'm not superficial. but still
i'm treated like it. perhaps i am going numb. numb from all this emotion. i paved this way myself
and i'm going to get myself out. if u stop making it worse. cant u see i'm trying? but no. obviously not. but i'm not going to be sad. i'm going to cast them away. because like wad lebron james said: "it's not what u ask of me. it's what i ask of myself"
jting
+ AMEN
