hello. i wonder if today is a sad sad SAD DAY. today on the bus on the way home i was thinking about psle results day again. and then i remembered her sitting there. smiling and cheering for me when i went up. she was as happy as i was. i remember her collecting her results and saying " JUST FOUR MORE MARKS. FOUR MORE MARKS." and i remember her crying but i didnt know what to do. i remember her mom looking at my results and going " aiyo." i still wonder how come i couldnt empathise with her. how come she worked as hard as i did and didnt get what she deserved. i remember calling her every 5 mins to ask her chinese words on the day before the psle exam. i remember her saying "its alright. i know how much it means to you." and i got my A* and when i got it. i couldnt thank her. i didnt know how to. i was happy. she was sad. we fought before the psle. but she was still there. so encouraging. now she's the first to come to the choir concert. she's always been so supportive. how come i never saw it? and now we're not the same people anymore. please come back. YOU MAKE ME WHO I AM. i'm sorry.
