leaving it bhind`

2007-04-23T03:16:00.000-07:00

GOLD

i love sc choir!

2007-01-13T06:23:00.000-08:00

MY BATHROOM LIGHT
IS NOT WORKINGGGGG!

OH WOE.

):

2007-01-01T00:37:00.000-08:00

BYE BYE
2006.

THIS IS SUPPOSED TO BE
HAPPYYYY.
but i'm so so sad.

school's starting again.
):

2006-12-29T05:34:00.000-08:00

LOOK.
I DONT NEED THIS OK.
its totally not normal for me
to blog in this kind of tone.

I AM A TOTALLY
ABSOLUTELY
NORMAL
female being.

just because i dont wear
halters or skirts
or barebacks
or make-up
or the fact that i cant talk with lipstick on
or anything that is not girl- sweet
doesnt make me MALE.

thank you. (:

2006-12-22T05:37:00.000-08:00

hello i'm back from sarawak.
its quiet over there.
lots of mosquitos. OUCH.

oh i finished reading a book today.
its like romance comedy

the boy book by e. lockhart.
i like her books cause they always have such cute covers.

PART OF THE STORY:
ruby breaks up with some guy and she's so affected
she has to see a shrink.
so the dude fell in love with her best friend.
he used to write notes to ruby when they were dating.
until they broke up.and
so its really sad for ruby cause she takes the note
sees it and starts crying. oh well.
i thought the note was written very well.
this is it:

k-
i'm in global studies, and i'm looking out the window
and i see you late for class
cause you went to buy a sticky bun.
you're licking the icing as you walk across the quad
and i like the way your tongue looks, licking,
and i like the way you walk,
as if you like the way your sandal- feet are tickled by
the grass.
so it's like you're with me now
as kessler hands us out a pop quiz
and i haven't done the reading, 'cause
last night i was with you.

i like the last stenza.
i feel it sounds like a poem.
hahas. maybe i should get JOY
to decipher it for me.

and
NO, I'M NOT
LOVESICK.

2006-12-13T03:16:00.000-08:00

oh hello.

came back two days ago.
from kl and genting.
haha. our cousin matthew came along. (:
he's very naughty. he only listens to our uncle anyway.

we did lots of shopping.
I GOT MY NIKE SNEAKERS.
haha. it was a steal. ((:
oh and i got a pair of really
girly girly girly shoes
TO WEAR TO CHURCH FOR CHRISTMAS.

oh at genting.
we went to the outdoor theme park
after years.
and matthew, mind you,
who was only six,
dragged us on all the thrilling rides.
OHMYCROD
I WAS SCREEEAAAMING.
he's daring, that little one.

well i'm off again to cebu tomorrow,
first to kuching
cause grandma is not well.
get well grandma. (:
have not been there for 4 or 5 years
i think.

i'm going to the dentist before our flight.
get a referal letter.
and get
BRACES.
i guess beauty hurts huh. ):

oh and i'm trying to lose weight.
sounds stupid but yes.
i dont eat candy. no fizzy drinks.
no ice cream. less carbs.
100 crunches
jogging.
and i'm craving for chocolate.

but well. lets just keep the chocolate part
FANTASY.

bye. (:

2006-11-30T22:31:00.000-08:00

haha!

i'm going off tomorrow!

hello genting!

i'm back after 4 years!

BYE BYE, BABY! (:

2006-11-25T00:46:00.000-08:00

You Are Amy Lee!

Gothy, expressive, woman-in-pain
Who looks damn good in a corset
"When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears"

Who's" Your Inner Rock Chick?

haha. i got to put this down.

i love
evanescence!

2006-11-23T20:46:00.000-08:00

HAHA!

yesterday we went to
ESCAPE THEME PARK!
went with andrea, jing rong
yani and val!
oh it was so fun.
and we also watched a movie before going

and we entered the wrong cinema.
they started playing james bond
yani thought it was just some long LONG LONG advertisement
but its way too long to be true
so when it started, i was like
" oh crap."
so we ran out as quick as we could.
HAHA. OH I DONT THINK I CAN FORGET THAT.

ok so when we proceeded to escape
there was so many people
and we sat on the one where u have to lie down
then they'll take you flying around lol.
that was ok.
then we went on the viking ship.
OHMYCROD.
I WAS WAILING, SCREAMING, HOLLERING.
that was the first time i sat on it in my life
and i didnt sit that high but i was so freaked out.
omg. i think i screamed the loudest.
pple were staring.

then we sat on something called the flipper.
nearest the entrance.
and val told me it would be worse than the viking ship
and i instantly flipped.
then when we got on, i sat with val and everyone was
kinda worried abt me. ( thankspeople(: )
so it started and the metal plate flipped at an almost 90 degree angle
and val started screaming.
then we all started screaming.
oh and we got suspended at the top
so the four of us (andreadidntwanttosit ): )
started wailing.
haha. that was fun.
it wasnt that bad! (:

then we queued up for the racing thingy
but we waited so long, andrea and i
just decided to leave.
so i played my free game and LOST.
by a millimetre.
and then went back
had dinner at imm
went home, showered and watched a late night movie.
AKEELAH AND THE BEE.
i know it is some kiddies show
but mind you, it was nice ok.

oh and there's a hot guy in the show too.
well, at least i think so.
someone called sean micheal or sth.
he's 18 haha. (ithink)

2006-11-17T18:31:00.000-08:00

hello!

haha. yesterday we had prize giving.
so all of us returned back to fhps
and then we received some book voucher
for psle.
i think i'll end up spending it on josh groban's cd

then we went to watch a movie.
it was nice.
oh and we had brunch.

then jo clarice and i
went shelving!
but we didnt get to shelve anything
so we went shelf raiding.
next time i must follow yani.
and bring music.

ok then we had late lunch at 3
and went home.

then lava invited us to go play badminton
and lava didnt know how to count points
and jo kept killing her service
and i kept missing all the next shots.

we're not going to orlando anymore.
we're going to genting for 10 days.
so i made a deal with marmet.
and said that since we're not paying that much anymore.
i get to go BIG TIME SHOPPING. WALALALA!

oh and choir on thursday was fun.
haha. i was screaming so much.
WE were, actually

zm says that ever since i got to sec sch
i became more emo.
is that bad?

2006-10-31T22:26:00.000-08:00

from val!

Name: jocelyn
Nicknames: joce, jocK, jting, ting, linny, linnums, mei mei
Name spelled backwards: nylecoj
Name without vowels: jclyn
Name without consonants: oe
Birthday: 16 april
Ethnicity: chinese
Glasses or contacts: glasses! i've got two(:
Hair color: black
Hair length: shoulder
Hair style: layered
Pets: none
FavouriteAnimal: none
Band: IL DIVO! EEEEE! OH YA. vanessa said they were HAWT.
Brand name for clothes: anything, really.
Brand name for shops: dunno. FOS?
Candy: cola candy
Cereal: fruit loops! they are so colourful!
Colour: white. violet. orange and green!
Cookie: chocolate chip?
Day: friday
Disney character: MUSHU! HAHA.
Drink: sinalco
Fast food place: KFC
Food: chai tow kway
Holiday: australia. oh i wanted to go to mauritius but mom said no. the water there is so BLUE! saw it in a catalogue.
Ice cream flavor: chocolate?
Month: april! my birthday
Number: 14
Perfume: dont wear it
Pie flavor: chicken pie?
Pizza topping: cheese!
Restaurant: swensens
Subject in school: i dunno. they are all the same.
Type of music: anything that makes me sing and makes me think.
Type of sandwich: haha.

Of all your friends...

The best advisor: the one and only SIYING!
The best hair: KENETH. BELIEVE IT. HIS HAIR FALLS SO NICELY. DOES IT STILL?
The best handwriting: JOJOBELLE!
The dirtiest mind: OH EVIL.
The funniest: val
The loudest: yani! siying!
The prettiest: haha. so many
The most trusting: jolene
The nicest eyes: eh. dunno leh
The shortest: haha. me!
The smartest: TIEN LI! (:
The tallest: EH A LOT LEH. zhen ming? deborah?

HAVE-YOU-EVERs

Asked out a crush: nope. lol. he should ask me wad.
Been on stage: yup.
Been scared to get a shot: yep. my piercing.
Cheated on a test: dont think so.
Cried during a movie: OH YES. SISTERHOOD OF THE TRAVELLING PANTS. I WASNT ONLY CRYING. I WAS SOBBING. OH THE HORROR!
Felt like you didn't belong: HAHA. kabillion zillion times.
Been to camp: EEEEE! CHURCH CAMP AND PRI 5 CAMP. CHURCH CAMP WAS THE BEST! OH YA. WE " CAMPED " AT YANI'S HOUSE.
Kept a New Year's resolution: not really. hehe.
Kept a secret from everyone: yep.
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator: haha. yep
Stolen anything: nop.
Told a guy you liked him: yeah.
Won a trophy: yeah. but a long time ago.
Written a love poem: yep. a sad one.

The Last...

CD listened: marion raven
Person that's called you: dont remember
Person who saw you cry: mum.
People you went to the mall with: mum, ergy, browios
Song listened to: perhaps love
Thing you ate: chicken
Thing you drank: water

Yes or no

Growing up scares me more than it should: yep
I adore getting mail: yep
If at first you don't succeed, do you try again: yep

Others

If you could describe yourself in three words: happy, eccentric, drama?
Is your computer in your room: not happening
Is your room messy: totally.
What are some of your favorite junk foods: chocolate!
What color are your bedroom walls: white with purple and pink spots.
What do you do when you're bored: sing
What makes you happy: music, friends!
What makes you sad: crying scenes, feeling unwanted, being yelled at, results, ai ya a lot la.
What's your favorite thing to do on the weekends: go to CHURCH! ONE WAY!
Worst feeling in the world: FEELING LONELY, HOLLOW, FRUSTRATED, NOT UNDERSTOOD. OH AND FEELING FAT. HAW(:

2006-10-30T06:24:00.000-08:00

me. i laugh at it.

that alyssa and me!

group photo(:

thats val and me. i was laughing so hard.

ok so this post is dedicated to many many

kabillion zillion trillion gillion million billion

people.

and the whole of 1sy.

cause you make things

simple.

and to

ANDREA

YANI

JING RONG

VALERIE

I LOVE YOU GUYS.

2006-10-27T06:02:00.000-07:00

HELLO!

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL.
performance was a success.
lets just keep this short
and schwweet.

I MISS 1SY
SO MUCH!

so fast. its over.
ohyes.
and a big goodbye to you, miss heng.
fly the ocean
in a silver plane!

2006-10-21T20:12:00.000-07:00

You Are a Drama Princess (or Prince)

You're not over the top dramatic, but you have your moments.
You know how to steal the spotlight...
And how to act out to get your way.

People around you know that you're good for a laugh.
But at times, your drama gets a bit too much for everyone.
Tone it down a tad, and you'll still be the center of attention.

Are You a Drama Queen (or King)?

haha.(:

You Are Jean Grey

Although your fate is often unknown, you always seem to survive (even after death).
Your mind is your greatest weapon, literally!

Powers: telepathy and telekinesis, the ability to project thoughts into the mind of others, communication with animals

Which of the X-Men Are You?

i love jean grey(:

oh ya. happy birthday desiree.

2006-10-13T22:14:00.000-07:00

You Are Superman

Faster than a speeding bullet, more powerful than a locomotive, and able to leap tall buildings in a single bound.
And pretty cute too. No wonder you're the most popular superhero ever!

What Superhero Are You?

COOL!

so we got back our results.
everythings okay.
3 results i'm proud of.
2 i'm not.
2 i'm neutral.

english and hcl was
DISAPPOINTING
TERRIBLY DISAPPOINTING.
so we must not talk about sad stuff.

i'm happy for my science
and math
and history.
so i've been thinking of taking
combine humanities
instead of triple science.
and pple think i'm mad.
and YANI READ THIS.
THANKS FOR THE HELP
IN MATH!

geog and lit.
aiya. ok la.
around there lor.

oh yes. and during marking days
we went for sleepover at yarn's house
and we went wakeboarding.
and we had movie marathon
until 2am.
so cool hor.
then the next day
we went bowling
and to great world city
and i saw the one and only
JOLENE!
so cool right.

oh and we watched thumbelina
when we got back
and val's fantasising abt the fairy guy
who likes thumbelina
and he isnt that good looking.
to me, that is.
oh well.
at least she's the man was nice.
and sisterhood of the travelling pants.
OH YA.
i was CRYING IN THAT SHOW.
AND I WATCHED IT BEFORE.
AND I WASNT CRYING.
SO WHY DID I CRY?

anyway.
i'm happy.
because LORD
GAVE ME A MIRACLE.
ONE WAY, JESUS!

SUPERMANN!

2006-09-09T02:30:00.000-07:00

You Should Be In Atomic Kitten

Cute and stylish - you're the perfect little pop package.
Oh, and you can sing a little too :-)

What Girl Group Should You Be In?

this holiday was really relaxing.
so i watched TWO movies.
bought 3 NEW SHIRTS. and 1 shorts.
a pair of sneakers.
two pairs of jeans.
pencil box
mechanical pencil
and new glasses.

and i feel really guilty.

ok so i was talking to hq that day
and both of us were talking abt
wait.
i forgot.
so.. we were talking about OH YA.
looks.
then i remember my brothers.
yes BOTH.
say i look eh. ugly.
but thats alright.(ITHINK)
its not that it hurts anyway.

and then suddenly.
it reminds me that
entering a new school.
is wrong. or half right anyway.
cause suddenly
i think skirts are really pretty.
THAT IS SO WRONG.

i'm becoming vain.
selfish
sloth
drama
whatever. u name it.

and then suddenly.
i miss SIYING.
i miss everything.
i miss loving jeans.
i miss loving eating
i miss crushing on people
and laughing over it.
and whats more.

i miss jocelyn.

" i marvel at how people wish to
grow up really quickly.
then yearn to be young again. "

2006-09-04T20:42:00.000-07:00

Your Inner Pop Princess Is Kelly Clarkson

"Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I'd just stare out my window
Dreaming of what could be"

No doubt about it, you have star quality. Might just take a while to get there.

Who's" Your Inner Pop Princess?

get a load of this! HAW!
chinese oral today
lets just pray for the best.
pleasepleasepleasepleaseplease
LET ME DO WELL!

CHEERIOS! ((:

2006-09-01T05:11:00.000-07:00

CHURCH CAMP
ROCKED.
my heart is still at camp.
u can ask zm. lol.
so i met a girl called clara there.
and then there was this guy called timothy
and u can guess what happened.
and they're just so sweet
i could just die
in a pile of MUSH.

i LOVE praise and worship.
so during 'one way' we were jumping
up and down
and then my shorts were so loose
and that julia and jesslyn
still went and
PULLED IT DOWN.
but it didnt er. come down. PHEW.

and then we got our report books back
okay lor.
not as good as i wanted it to be
but OHWELL.

then it was TEACHERS' DAY.
happy tch dae to:
mrs chia
miss soh
MISS YEONG!
and every other teacher. (:

and teachers day was also aces day
then our class wanted to cross dress
and it was so funny
i'll put the pics here once i get them
THANKGOD I HAVE A BROTHER.
and jo said i looked like a guy
COOL HUH?

then later jo and i go back pri sch
then they dont let us in
we walked to sci centre
to find miss yeong
and jo gave such a nice present
it made me feel so BADDD

then went for lunch with the fellow
6a05. they're all so DIFFERENT.
they squashed into a neoprint booth
i was too lazy anyway.
squash squash squash.
i cant even breathe.
anyway i had to leave early.
piano lesson later.
so not very eventful.
budden i saw GANHAOCHING
and he was shorter than me last year.
and now he is so TALL.
ohmycrod.
i feel like i have SHRUNK.

ONE WAY,
JESUS!

2006-08-24T04:39:00.000-07:00

OH NONONONO.

hellooo.
ok. a lot to say.
but i cant collect everything right now
so. i didnt do well for chinese.
actually i havent been doing for chinese
FOR A LONG LONG TIME
chinese oral next NEXT tuesday.
oh horrorhorror.

today we had music presentation
it was SO TERRRIBLE.
but nvm that.
i think for such an impromptu performance
i wouldnt say it was so terrible.
but it wasnt good. anyway.
oh well. ):

lit and geog project
also due.
dunno when to meet up
for run through.
lets just hope we dont screw up.

what else did we get back?
ah yes. maths.
same marks again. and again.
i lost FOUR to carelessness.
someone please
SHOOT ME.

i just realised i am so very scared
of science class.
and why,
i dunno.

and i've got lots more
GLOOMY stuff to say
but THE KING
should not be gloomy.
so i'll share the happy stuff ((:

i got a
DISTINCTION
for piano exam.
137!
AAAAHHH!
i beat my grade one score lor.
and somemore i only just passed grade 3
i think the examiner was nice.
i mean i stumbled on one ENTIRE bar
which is the GRAVEST mistake one can make,
but he still gave me 27/30.
WHAT?

i've fallen sick again.
only its getting better now.
yippee.
lets hope my voice comes back
FULL FORCE
before the re-auditions
PLEASE DONT DROP ME.
LET ME STAY IN
SOPRANO 1!!!

church camp
this weekend.
oh no.
PLEASE LET IT GO WELL.

to new beginnings. ( I HOPE)

2006-08-18T07:09:00.000-07:00

hello.
quite nice a week.
my eyes are half closed.
i was waiting for our sci paper to come back today
so i can express my woes all at once
english and geog are back
ok lor.
i'm still waiting for history and chinese.
and i'm so tired of studying already la.
study study study study.

ohya.
i dont understand what sensei is saying during jap class
she is like " wakarimasuka"
and i'm thinking "WAKARIMASEN!"
wakarimasen like nuts la.
monday jap ca5. must be optimistic hor.
ICANDOITOHYESICAN.

monday also test math and lit.
i like lit. but i flunk lit.
STUPID.
i like math.
and my marks kind of fluctuate.
i'm already dying in a "good" school.
go to the "best" school leh?
i must have died by now.

and then they say.
STRESS=PIMPLES.
OH NO.
i am scarring.
and by the time i grow up.
i seriously have to keep to my bet about the nun thing.

also, my piano teacher has started
yelling at me.
i feeling very sleepy easily nowadays.
plus the extra emotions.
aiya. my life is a wreck la.

JADED.

2006-08-08T06:40:00.000-07:00

FROM JOYJOY'S BLOGG!

Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18 and find line four:
or at least in the last hour or so.

Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What can you reach?:
air

What was that last thing you watched on TV?:
i think it was LAST WEEK'S SI

Without looking, guess what time it is:
9.30

Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?:
9.45

With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?:
my brother talking, tapping of keys, someone singing " put your head on my shoulder"

When did you last step outside?:
four hours ago. piano lesson.

What were you doing at home?:
doing english homework, listening to NIGHTWISH

Before you started this survey, what did you look at?:
my mail.

What are you wearing?:
SNOW WHITE AND THE SEVEN DWARFS SHIRT(((:

Did you dream last night?:
nop.

When did you last laugh?:
during piano lesson, and i didnt even know why.

What is/are on the walls of the room you are in?:
light switches

Seen anything weird lately?:
my bro did. a girl wearing her bra on the outside, a shoelace in her hair, and striped socks with high-heeled shoes. cool eh?

What do you think of this quiz?:
um.

Last film you saw?:
SUPERMAN RETURNS

If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?:
SLEEP.

Tell me something about you that I don't know:
i like sleeping?

If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you change?:
everything wrong with this world.

Do you like to dance?:
um. i dont think so.

George W. Bush?:
what?

If your first child were to be a girl, what would you call her?:
superwoman

If your first child were to be a boy, what would you call him?:
superman

Have you ever considered living abroad?:
can i bring my house along?

What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?:
PEACE BE WITH YOU

4 people who must do this in their blog?:
anyone who wants to!

2006-08-07T06:01:00.000-07:00

i found it zacc!!

this is for YANI

thanks for being such a fantabulous friend

i know this is very old but nvm.

ZACC NO STEALING.

and yes LANSE, my throat is better now(:

CHING RONG, happy bdae to s'pore too!

2006-07-30T03:25:00.000-07:00

no, my voice
is not gone.
i've got
throat ulcer.

OHMYCROD.
this seriously CANNOT be happening.
okay. so everything is fine.
we're fighting over the time
we should go for mass.
my bro lost 80k on maple.
i finished the script for geog
did finish the pp for chi
with louise.

BAD THING NO1
a lot of my hair is dropping. A LOT.
and i didnt know until
NOW. darn.

BAD THING NO2
my throat ulcer is not curing.
but nvm, everyone knows that.(:

BAD THING NO3
my results are slipping.
i still study.
i dont know if i'm not studying hard enough
or i my brain capacity has hit
THE LIMIT.

THAT'S HOW
MUCH IT
HURTSS.

2006-07-16T23:54:00.000-07:00

MY VOICE
IS GONEE

okay. my voice is gone AGAIN.
so sad hor.
is it because i'm straining too much?

okay well. anyway.
today was the geog and chi test.
and PIANO EXAM
so geog and chi test aiya
you know one
flunk already.

and the piano exam
also die.
the first scale i already play
ONE WRONG NOTE.
then the pieces i
STUMBLED ON SOME NOTES
AND I WAS RUSHING.
then the sight reading
aiyoyo.
aural.
he was like,
" is this baroque, classical, romantic or 20th century?"
and then i said,
"romantic"
and then he ask me for reason.
then when i say,
HE LOOKED AT ME WEIRDLY.
then no voice how to singg?!
AHHHHHHH!
does this mean i'm dead?

WHERE IS
SUPERMAN?

2006-07-03T04:17:00.000-07:00

hellooo(:

first week of school okay la
then later. HIP programme will start
during RAP
the only time to do HOMEWORK.
SIANN.
choir is more fun like this.
not so long hours.
piano exam coming
17 july 2006
man this date feels like
A STAKE IN THE HEART.
jap class change teacher AGAIN.
dunno which one is scarier.
thank goodness for youth day holiday.
CANT WE HAVE
MORE
HOLIDAYSS.

so today we watched
SUPERMAN
superman is so cute.
and my mom kept laughing
and then i started wondering.
WASNT THAT GUY
THE CYCLOPS GUY?
ormaybenot.
the show is veryvery nice.
okay sorry.
I'M ON MY SUGAR HIGH.
I LOVE
SUPERMAN!

2006-06-21T07:47:00.000-07:00

Name ur top 15 friends. Don't read the qns until you've named the 15 ppl mixture of boys n girls. At the end of this, pass this down to 5 more ppl. (not according to best friends, if not it wouldn't be fun)
1 CYRIL
2 ERG
3 JOJOBELLEEEE
4 TAN(keneth)
5 ROXANNNEEEE
6 LAVAAAA
7 YANI
8 VALERIE
9 SIAH
10 ANDREA
11 GANHAOQING
12 NILESH
13 ZHEN MING
14 SIYING
15 YU JUN

Who's #10's crush?
ERM. andrea. she doesnt know too(:

Have u ever tot of kissing #8?
she er. has other plans

Describe #7.
a PURE SOPRANO. and erm. crazy in a good way.

u noe ani of #12 family members?
nope.

Would u ever date #7?
its a SHE lah.

What is the deepest secret u noe abt #1?
um. he has no secret?

Would u ever be in a relationship wib #11?
oh great. SWORNBROS dont fallinLOVE.

Wad if #9 n #14 dated?
um. they are both girls.

Did u crush on #6 b4?
nope. she got partner already.

Wads ur fave thing bout #5?
she's NICE. and puts up with me

Wads #2 fave?
QUARELLING. thats my younger bro.

Wad will u do if #10 confess he/she lyk u?
erm. nothing?

Hus #13 goin out with?
aiya ask him lah.

When is the last time u spoke to #13?
A LONG LONG TIME AGO

Who's #2 fave band/singer?
carrie underwood?

Who is #1 best friend?
shaun and nick.

Would u ever date #4?
2NDTIME. SWORNBROSDONT FALLINLOVE.

Do u ever lyk #7?
yea. good friends(:

Would #6 n #2 make a gd couple?
dunno leh.

Describe #3.
a long term friend and erm. funny(:

What's the funniest thing abt #15?
he lets me bully him.(:

Who is #9 crush?
ME(: nolah.

the next few people:
NOBODY LAH.

2006-06-15T06:28:00.000-07:00

todayy we went to
SENTOSA
with my mum, bigger and younger bro.

so we saw the pink dolphins
and then there was a fat one
and browios kept saying mean stuff like
maybe its too fat to jump,
do u see a tear trickling down,
and yeahh.
THE DOLPHIN GIVING UP HIS LIFE
FOR SWEETIES
ok and the pple were looking at me weird.

we went to the beach
but didnt swim
so browios was building a ermm
woman's physique in the sand.
i mean he's not bad or anything
just having funn(:
so i was crumbling in epileptic fits(isthisthespelling?)
and my mum was like
"ask bro to draw a bikini for her"
yeah bro. way to gooo.
we stayed under the sun for quite some time
didnt get darker
but got sunburnss.

thank God the weather was great
but browios kept complaining
about the wind destroying his hair.

we left earlier than we expected
anyway i'm really sleepy.
yesterday class gathering.
then st clarr rox and me left
then took prinnnts.
and me and rox go HOMEE.

one more week to school reopen.
how stupid.
i dunno why i dont like school so much.
i oso dunno why SHE must be so fierce
later someone gonna puke then ask to go out
and she says
"dont interrupt my lesson"
does this mean she allows the person to puke
INCLASS?
its all test,test,test,test,test and more test.
i'm sick of studying so hard lah.
i'm so busy everyday
i think i'm losing my senses already.
i cant cope with jap.
i have to plaster on a smile.
burning the weekends to study.
i wish i wasnt tamed so easily.
JADED.

2006-06-10T07:10:00.000-07:00

SPLOSHH!

ok so i believe all of you
have read
what our dearesttt
lavaaaa
has writtennn
so yes
we went swimmmiing
it was okayy
budden
i got
1 blueblack
2 swollen patches
3 scratches
and 10.
yes, 10.
brokenn nails.
or sth like thatt.
so it was fun(:
BUT
jojobelleee couldnt come.):

then came home
and watched
KING KONG
i mean dvd.
nanny dearest told me it was gross
but i thought it was quite nice
then i tot
that anne will fall in love
with the kingggkonggg.
i am so seriously...

ok so quite an eventful day.
no going overseas this june.
maybe i'll just pop
over to sentosa.
but on that day
when i do
PLEASE DONT RAINN

2006-06-06T02:40:00.000-07:00

hello everyone.

so zacc, i'm updating!

erg bought hairdye
which is like
really weird since he is only
eleven?!

ok.
so today me and roxannneeee
went to SHELVE BOOKS AT THE
LIBRARY
FOR CIP.
yes so i came back
with
hip, back and joint
ache.
maybe i'm growing old.
well now i got all 7 hours.
but i think i'm gonna do more.
then we had lunch
took prints.
then went home.

and OH YA HOR.
jojobelle.
i found MR TOFUUUMANN(:

well so thats it.
i really need to study
before my brain grows old
and
IT DOES OKAYY.

2006-06-01T06:16:00.000-07:00

thanks lava.

u have to express 8 points u wld want ur perfect lover to be.
u have to state the gender of the lover
u have to tagg 8 victims..
and finally leave a comment on their blog

i am seriously too lazy to do this.

gender: MALE, obviously

1. he has to able to do housework
2. he has to be sweet(:
3. he has to be taller than me
4. he has to be able to SING!
5. be able to make me laugh
6. umm. good looking?
7. caring.
8. X-FACTOR (:

i dunno YET, who to sabo.

2006-05-29T20:03:00.000-07:00

HELLO(:
okok. hellohellooo
school holidays are here.
finished all my hw
EXCEPT the yue du le thingy.
argh.
results are back(:
did well so
i'm happy.
but since JOLENE
as you all know
the one with the BRAINS.
is in GY
and she is doing almost better than me
IT IS NOT A GOOD SIGN.
but ho hum.
i'm happy for her.
SMARTY-PANTS.

i'm trying to study some math.
and just did some chhheeeena work yesterday.
cause of the B3.
DARN.
but the heart is willing
the soul is weak.
i dunno how i'm going to keep my grades up this way.
well.
at least i'm not like ERG
computer 24/7

PRAY HARD.

...

2006-05-17T06:42:00.000-07:00

PLEASE LAH.
you are not the only one okay.
you sleep early.
i sleep LATE.
we all dont like the long hours.
we are all tired.
school's so close to your home.
I HAVE TO TAKE AN HOUR'S RIDE HOME.
you say that at least i can keep up my grades.
but you never know how much i study for them.
you say u get to sleep early because you cant study on weekdays
truth is. i dont even have time to study on weekdays.
you say u dont study much on weekends
cause you are not in the mood to.
but none of us are.
your parents come in their car to take you home.
my dad goes around the world so often.
i hardly see him.
you've got a perfect family
i dont have that.
you're so talented.
i'm not.
you live in a big house.
i dont.
YOU GET EVERYTHING YOU WANT.
i dont.
what more can you ask for?

2006-05-05T06:03:00.000-07:00

HELLO(:
bad week.
fell sick for the first time this year.
AFTER choir concert. ALLELUIA!
but it was bad.
lost my voice.
ask jo if u dont believe.
not many pple now how to lipread.
when i said " i told u to go back"
val asked " u want a FISH TANK?! "
how bad can this be.
3 days already.
my forte is my voice.
COME BACK PLEASE.
open house coming already.
faster cure leh.
fever hit a shocking height.
couldnt go to school yesterday.
monday chinese test.
i think i'll just DIE.
the medicine is taking its toll.
feeling very very sleepy.

ERG MUST STOP SINGING.
YOU ARE GOING TO DRIVE ME NUTS
SINGING WHEN I AM COOPED UP
IN MY UNENDING SILENCE.
oh please come back to meeeee.

2006-04-29T18:05:00.000-07:00

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEE-YES! CONCERT WAS A SUCCESS!
ok hello(:
yesterday we had the second concert.
friday was the first.
i wouldnt say that saturday was bad.
but.. friday was better.
and then we had to rush with the making up
then i was just pressing it into my eye.
ouch.
then there they were.
MY MOM AND ERG AND SIYING AND YUAN LONG!
omg it was so freaky.
they were rght in the front
and erg was like staring at me
but it was fun
lucky i didnt forget any of my dance steps
or movements
or expressions.
but now my jaws hurt from all the smiling
and i'm trying to frown as much as possible
so it wont hurt so much.
MANY THANKS TO SIYING AND YUAN LONG
FOR GRACING THE OCCASION
AND GET WELL SOON MISS YEONG!

2006-04-13T07:08:00.000-07:00

hello.
sad post no.2
THREE more days to BIG day.
happy birthday joce.
i should be happy right?

no. i'm not.
we're all trying hard to be like everyone else.
trying to be the people we dont want to be.
people tell me they hate sec school.
and they get on so well.

people start screaming at each other.
primary school seems too far away.
where were those days
when we were such GOOOOOOD friends.
perhaps i'm just waiting too long.
for the impossible.

WHERE DID I GO WRONG.

three more days to big day.
i should be happy.
yes i should be happy.
happy birthday, girl.
but this time, you're alone.

2006-04-10T02:48:00.000-07:00

hello.
i wonder if today is a sad sad SAD DAY.
today on the bus on the way home
i was thinking about psle results day again.
and then i remembered her
sitting there.
smiling and cheering for me when i went up.
she was as happy as i was.
i remember her collecting her results
and saying
" JUST FOUR MORE MARKS. FOUR MORE MARKS."
and i remember her crying
but i didnt know what to do.
i remember her mom looking at my results and going
" aiyo."
i still wonder how come i couldnt empathise with her.
how come she worked as hard as i did
and didnt get what she deserved.
i remember calling her every 5 mins to ask her
chinese words
on the day before the psle exam.
i remember her saying
"its alright. i know how much it means to you."
and i got my A*
and when i got it.
i couldnt thank her.
i didnt know how to.
i was happy.
she was sad.
we fought before the psle.
but she was still there.
so encouraging.
now she's the first to come to the choir concert.
she's always been so supportive.
how come i never saw it?
and now we're not the same people anymore.
please come back.
YOU MAKE ME WHO I AM.
i'm sorry.

.

2006-03-16T22:50:00.000-08:00

CHOIR CAMP

hello. just came back from choir camp. omg. sooo sleepy.
lights off at 1.30am. slept at 2am.
on the hard hard HARD floor. with my mat/sleeping bag/mattress. although it didnt make any difference.
my eyes are still chilli hot. finished up my homework when i came back.
sci test on monday.
argh.
at choir camp we had this talent night thing
where we had to perform something in front of everyone.
i am in B1. Banana 1.
we did dancing queen.
and it was so funniii.
but we didnt win )):
the seniors were telling us ghost stories.
and i was trying to SCARE jien nee.
but to no avail.
scared myself instead.
we finish choreography liao.
not bad.
scully performing that time i do wrongly.
that would be so embarrassing.
ah well
i guess the choir practice was okay.
just a few more to go till our BIG day.
who wanna come watch?
thanks sy, for being so ENTHUSIASTIC about it. ((:

2006-02-15T19:11:00.000-08:00

HELLO(:
school's alright. we had captain's ball inter-class match yesterday. i got into the dunno-how-to-play-well group. we didnt practice. so we lost that 1 match. 5-3. DANG. dont worry team six. WE WILL WIN THE NEXT 3 MATCHES!!!!! i am a lousy captain right?

today we have a day off. phew. finally a day to sort my mind out. english test next week, with jap counter test. i think thats still ok. 27 of feb. KILLER week. history test. math test. and jap ca1. i dont know if i dread it or want it to come quickly so it will be over soon. but whatever it is, i hope everyone is coping well.

oh well. i think i am changing. we're not the same people anymore arent we? 2 months in a new school and we're all growing up. best friends arent best friends anymore. the quiet people are outspoken now. everythings changing. truth: i am a big DRAMA QUEEN now. dunno if its a bad bad thing. i just hope that those who want me to be who i was. please dont hate me. because i cant turn back time. thanks for loving me before.

life calls for an ENCORE.

2006-02-01T03:16:00.000-08:00

today was ok. ok. bettterrrrr than okay, ok? our school allow us to wear home clothes todayyy. we saw hq sis. and then 90% of the girls all wear skirts. oh man. i was the minority who wore pantsss. in class eugenia and michelle and joelleeeee and louise and meeee were laughing like nuts about our weird stories. they didnt believe i had depression or something along that line in pri 4. that was one bad year. we were talking about stupid things and laughing. and then when we went home, the jillian look-alike was supposed to take the same bus but didnt in the end. dunno why. tot i took the wrong bus. noo yeeeaaahh holidays were great. had time to finally relax.
pray pray that we will be one happieee family. bigggaaa browey will do well in o levels. erg erg will cope well.. dadddios will be lesss stressss and earn more moolah. and mumssyyy... stay the same old smiley mumsyy as always. meee... i will be a happie mee. no one will hate me. and everyone thing will go welllll!!!! also that siying will stay all hippy hoppy. and that things get bettterrr for everyone else.
TO NEW BEGINNINGS.

2006-01-21T06:34:00.000-08:00

HELLO
aha! so i am finally updating my blog!!
yep while revising for my history and math test.
and my jap dictation. sec school is stressssssful
so much homework
we started tests when pple havent even started lessons
i told my mom i better get tuition
she said no. must try out alone.
my mind is blowing up
information over load
and recently i have been acting like a little looney
everythings changing
i dont want it to
someone tell me why?

2005-12-27T22:45:00.000-08:00

hello everyone
i just found out that my blog only reaches about 5 people. so this is for you all
today lava rox and me went SWIMMING!!! so cool. lava made a lot of noise. and me and rox wasted 40 cents on the locker. ask her for more details. then later lava left for rgs. so me and rox were left ALONE. so once we were done, showered and everything, we went to lot 1. lol to have lunch and take neeooo. we took 2 (omg $8 GONE). the first one wasnt very nice because we uhh werent realli ready yet. the second one was much much nicer. and the sad part was, we onli found out about certain features at the end of the decorating. sad sad. but it was nicer anyway. so swimming and uhh neoing were both fun. today was COOL. thanks rox for the bubble tea and THE BOTH OF YOU FOR MAKING MY DAY!!!
see? i can be fun after all! ((: FRIENDS FOREVER!

2005-12-23T01:01:00.000-08:00

ANNOUNCEMENT:(for this guy, if u ever come across this)
THANK YOU NICE MALAY OR CHINESE TEENAGE GUY WHO WORE A RED SHIRT AND JEANS WITH DYED HAIR AT JEC TODAY WHO SAVED ME FROM FAT OLD MAN FROM ASKING ME FOR MONEY FOR HIS BUS FARE!!!! HE ONLY KNOWS HOW TO COME AFTER LITTLE GIRLS FOR MONEY!!! IF HE NEEDS THE MONEY HE SHOULD GO ASK ADULTS FOR IT!!! THANKS FOR SAVING ME AND MY FRIEND. I HOPE THAT THE MONEY U GET WILL ADD AND ADD AFTER THIS!!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!! GOD BLESS YOU!! AND MAY THAT FAT OLD MAN STOP ASKING LITTLE GIRLS FOR MONEY BECAUSE WE WILL NOT GIVE IT!!! BIG FAT MAN!!! GO GET YOUR OWN MONEY!!!!

2005-12-21T04:56:00.000-08:00

heyy
i'm back from hongkong. it's lovely over there. only that i didnt buy anything
at all T_T. so expensive!!!! we went broke on the second day, buying all that chinese medicine. i cant believe dad did that to me. pills are the pits. ok. so we didnt go shopping, definetely not as good as china. there everything so cheeeeep.
on the third say we went to ocean park, and sat the roller coaster but not the one which went 360 degrees. i didnt think it was that bad, but apparently, it was no more roller coasters for my dad and younger brother. there was this deep drop, which was scary because it brought my stomach right down to my ankles, and almost left me flying. we also sat on the one that plunges down the water and we got all wet. which left us colder than ever, knowing that it was 13 degrees cold and out.
the next day, it was DISNEYLAND!!! so COOL!!! i love disneyland!!!! there was the pooh bear ride, but we had to queue for 2hrs, so FORGET IT. we watched the mickey 3D movie, which was kinda cool, and a live show which had lots of singing and music so i loved it very much. then we took the mild rides coz there was only one roller coaster and the queue was... up to u to imagine. then there was the spinning teacups, but it wasnt fun because my mom and little browey were sick halfway through so i couldnt spin the cup anymore. no fun. i bought a miserable collerpin from there and that was about it. oh yea. and cookies!!! nice tins they have. but wait, one more point for disneyland!! there was the fireworks and they were so nice!!! i love fireworks!! i think it kinda gives the world more light!!!!!
next day, freee and easyyyy.. walked one and a half hours to the ferry harbour. and back. and my legs were dead. didnt buy anything at all. one collerpin from disneyland, and some cookies. that was it. we went home with them. flight was at 8pm. watched The Island on the plane. so nice. EWAN MCGREGOR IS SO CUTE!!!!! ok wait. this should be about my holiday, not my utter declaration of my likes for ewan. lol. came back at about 11.45pm and went home. brushed teeth and slept. no more. my holiday is OVER.

2005-12-11T23:14:00.000-08:00

dear diary
sometimes it hurts pretty much doesnt it.. i'm not superficial. but still
i'm treated like it. perhaps i am going numb. numb from all this emotion. i paved this way myself
and i'm going to get myself out. if u stop making it worse. cant u see i'm trying? but no. obviously not. but i'm not going to be sad. i'm going to cast them away. because like wad lebron james said: "it's not what u ask of me. it's what i ask of myself"
jting

2005-12-06T20:00:00.000-08:00

heyyy.. i realised that my blog is dead.. so perhaps this could bring back a bit of its life. i have nothing much to say. only that yesterday's yesterday i did go to the library. and hq and wx say that THEY ALL ( whoever they are) saw me. and then i asked them to prove it. and i think both wx and hq said i wore a pink shirt which was right, but wx say i wore three quarter pants, which was wrong. and the rest was also wrong. i dunno whether they were talking about saturday. coz if it was saturday, yes, i saw u and u saw me. we even talked to each other. over and out.
lol.. nilesh was so nice. he treated clarice, sy, st and me to chicken little, then give us $25 for our chow and we still had quite some money left. so we went to the arcade and blew it all, even my $5 which i didnt realise. omg.. so much money gone. chicken little was not as good as i thought but okay anyway. THANKS, NILESH FOR THAT WONDERFUL DAY! everything was paid by him. lucky us. and i guess, thats the end of my story.

2005-11-18T16:36:00.000-08:00

for 6a..

when i thought of all the tears we cried
and the joy we shared
the things we did
and those who cared

i know someday
this time will come
cant drown my sorrows
no whisky, no rum

as tears run down my cheek
while writing this letter
i think in my head
will things get better?

perhaps i'm happy
perhaps i'm sad
but leaving it all
i dont think i'm glad

but everything is all
written in the skies above
for all those whom
i shared the strongest love..

2005-11-15T16:00:00.000-08:00

oh noooooooooo.. last dae together... i am really going to miss you all!! thanks for making my life complete and to those who shared 6 years of my life together... thanks for always being there.. i dunno if i will cry or laugh.. but every memory is lodged in my head and i wont let them go. wished time had waited for me. so.. many thanks to everyone!! 6A rawkssss!! I LOVE YOU ALL!! muackks!

2005-11-13T18:45:00.000-08:00

ok..i dunno wad this nonsense is.. but wadever.

1. you get one wish of anything, what would u ask for?
everything.
2. what animal would u be?
is this an insult? i am turning into an angel!!
3. something u want to do in your life:
earn lots of moolah.
4. one time there were these Ninjas... (finish the statement):
and they were green with shells?
5. one song u could listen to over and over again:
uhh.. a lot
6. coke or pepsi?
pepsi
7. something u currently desire?
good psle results.
8. what's a mastoid?
uhh.. dunno.
9. one good deed u have done lately?
buy my younger bro his food.
10. a funny moment in my life:
when i pulled the microphone while acting

next 5: too lazy to write.

2005-11-11T22:33:00.000-08:00

ok.. both ERVIN and CLARICE made me do this. but i wont bother doing it twice. DANG!

Rules of the game :Post 5 weird and random facts about yourself,then at the end,list the names of 5 people who are next in line to do this.Don't forget to leave a comment that says 'You are tagged" in their xanga and tell them to read yours.

1. i still play neopets.
2. i cant write anything about my family on my blog.
3. i love the green clock on the wall very much. (it died todae)
4. i like wearing my power rangers t-shirt.
5. i like jabbing people.

the 5 UNLUCKY people:
brother senior(zm), brother junior(ken tan), zeng xue, kj and shi teng!!!
ps..for TAN, i and clarice both want u to write it.

ok.. u all happie now?

2005-11-10T20:27:00.000-08:00

ok. so this is for u, shi teng. because u want me to post. so i post. todae was ok. no sad stuff. no happie stuff.. supposed to go out with sy and clarice tomolo.. den dunno if that st wanna come. dang. hq is asking me why i think he is so sweet. and frankly, i dunno. haha. we r running out games to play. everydae play UNO not fun liaozzz. and then we plae game of life. quite ok.. was not the richest but also not the poooooorest. haha. stole all the lifes from ming wei. will be going to hong kong for holidaesss. thinking about holidaes remind me about psle results.. pray i do well man.. dunnnnnnoo if i will be crying or laughing. crying happie tears and or sad ones, laughing estatically or laughing because i am delirious. how ironic. oh man.. just praying it is something good dude. jay album is sold out everywhere. bigga browey went to orchard then can find lorxx.. sad sad.. ok. so.. uh.. bye!!

2005-10-29T16:24:00.000-07:00

heyss
went out with shi teng, clarice and si ying todae. went to lot 1. reached there at 10am.. and most of the shops were not open. DANG. so we were roving around like nomads till the gift a name shop opened, cause that's where we got lava's bdae present. oh, btw, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY LAVA!!! so after that, went to get her a card almost the same price as a present. lols.. then go take neo. the first one came out all wrong and we didnt look at the camera because we didnt know they were taking it. HAHA. but no choice. so we just decorate it realli realli much to destroy our ugly faces. but still okay lor.. decorated till left 5 secs. haha. soooo.. because the first one was ruined, we went to take the second one. and oh gooooodie!! it came out all right!!! but still we decorated like crazy and this time, left onli 3 secs. haha! so i quickly grabbed the nice ones before the others did. :D haha. i dun realli know how to put them in here so u wont be able to see them. haha!! had loads and loads of fun.
yesterday went to jurong point with lava, zhi ling and jolene to celebrate lava's birfdae. she treated us to pizza and ice cream. :p how generous! then went to walk around and lava bought a red 37 degrees pencil box. then they laugh laugh laugh although i didnt know wad they were laughing about but i laughed along anyway. they were laughing about a volcano????? nvm. not the main point. so i went out on two days and my feet are aching like crazy. si ying was soooo cute and she came extra early and i didnt believe it. shi teng finally found out she looked very innocent and clarice found out she had paid 20 cents extra on bubble tea. DARN IT! and i? hmmm.. i dunno wad i found out. i found out that i just spent all my savings for the week and i will haf to go without my meals next week.. AHHHHHHH!!

2005-10-15T10:47:00.000-07:00

ok.. first, i need to scold that idiot who has been posting stupid stuff on my blog. but that is not the main point. daddios came back from shanghai liaoz. FINALLY. the long waited T-MACS 5 is in my hands!!!!! yay!!! nothing much going on inside the house. all of us minding our own business. went out with siying to watch a movie a couple of daes ago. and siying wiped out three quarters of the nachos before the show even started. watched the corpse bride. very nice. but didnt understand the last part of the show. currently, siying is holding my journal hostage and demands a hundred bucks for it, which i SO AM NOT GONNA GIVE. but if she reads a single page of it, she will so DIE.
last of all, here comes the sad parts. haizzz.. everybody is so happie. while i am not. cried till i had no tears left on thursday night. too many things happening at once. bought a bunch of chocolates yesterdae. cause they sae that eating chocolates will make u happier. finished siying gave the sneakers bar. nice but too many nuts. today will go library with siying and angeline. later will go west mall and walk around and siying wants to buy some stuff. angeline seems realli sad recently. and i noe WHY. so whoever has been treating her badly, U NOE WHO U R, and u better do something about it. ( hint: A GIRL) next friday will probably meet up with a few close friends and go out to plae as much as possible. SO MUCH TO DO. SO LITTLE TIME!!!

2005-09-19T19:49:00.000-07:00

harlow.. prelims finally over. one more set of examinations left to complete. pls let me do well.. haha.. daddios came back from shanghai liaoz.. sumore buy my bigger bro t-mac 5. in america havent even come out yet. so lucky. daddios noe i want azoom lebrons but he never buy for me.. haiz.. so sad. he bought me a pair of jeans that couldnt fit. oh well. at least he tot of buying something for me.. found out that i got very horrible results for english.. sorri mommios. didnt do that well. will study harder. my generation 20 tamagotchi was killed. haizz.. all my hard work gone to waste. bad things happening one after another. huo bu dan xing. wish i had germaine's brain. top in class. then daddios and mommios wun be so sad anymore.. i am on my own.. n to the darren dude.. if u EVER EVER see my blog, remember that i MUST n i WILL beat your 260 aggregate!! watch out.. HUMPH..

2005-08-27T12:05:00.000-07:00

sad news: none. yipppppeeeeeee!!! first time!!
happi news: LOADS!! dadios ( dad) said tat he would buy me BIG BIG BIG present from hong kong. finished teachers day poem for miss irnny. now starting on miss yeong's one. later off to buy loads of teacher's dae presents. provided my wallet doesnt bleed. bigga browey said if i get above 250 he will gimmie 10 big bucks. seems very little. but considering that he never even gives me a bdae prezzie, yeah. it is a lot. i onli have to give him 5 bucks if he gets 15 points and below. so i am going to study very very very very hard. frens think me is very sad. but nuh uh. me is happie!! burden is off my shoulders!!

2005-08-17T16:22:00.000-07:00

sad stuff ( sadder dan eva ): sometimes, i think that u dunno anything. realli. nothing at all. u think everybody likes you the way you think they do. but they dont. they dont like you. and i know who they are. what is wrong with me? with them? almost five years of being together. six. and all u ever rant on about is my bad stuff. because you never saw the real me. you think that i will be there for you when u ask for me. u think that u can throw me aside when there is someone better. n then come back to me when u need help. dont be too smug. because if u dont even know the truth of the CLOSEST ones around u, u dont know anything. n u know wad? this is retribution.
happi stuff: eh... made a new friend todae. and browey came back from camp. funny browey. feels weird without him around. except for the fact that i can take his bed. haha.
scary stuff: AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! browey said his friend saw a ghost during camp. the girl was hysterical. she was with a guy. but da guy didnt see it. freaked. i cant sleep tonite. pray pray.

2005-08-10T22:09:00.000-07:00

sad stuff: wanted a pair of azoom lebrons. but daddy didnt wanna buy them for me. never mind. they have given me too many things. dun ask for too much. BAD GIRL!! bigger bro got 3 tmacs. 1 nike air. and 1 and1. sometimes things just seem a little strange now arent they? little bro got his converse sneakers. but hey! guess wad? they fit me too. but he wont let me wear them. no diff. hai... went to plae bball todae. glasses got smashed by some friends. ha ha. sweat a lot. came home and stomach started feeling funny. get the picture?
happy stuff: did more work today than any other day. hope all this hardwork pays off. mom got me a new book to read. the broken bridge by philip pullman wasnt my type. not much time to read anymore anyway. browey almost killed my zen micro. luckily i saved it. little bro found his hand on the big big big big big big big BIG birthday card for singapore. but i couldnt find mine. ah. just as well. so people will not laugh at mine. haha. not too bad a day i guess. still waiting for a pair of bball shoes.

2005-08-08T18:00:00.000-07:00

sad stuff: hmmm.. wanted to play basketball todae. but decided to be nice and keep my mum company. yesterday played liao. my bro refused to go home until i took the ball away. and he became very sad. so i am sad too. days past like minutes. exams coming soon. friends all sending their wishes. feeling very sad for some reason i cant describe.
happy stuff: went to watch charlie and the chocolate factory today. very funny. had a good laugh. ervin and his frens came out of the theatre before i went in. so dey all said tat it wuz veri funny. my mommy said she fell asleep. lol. waste moni. later went to buy some stuff. overall, a good day.

2005-07-29T18:20:00.000-07:00

sad stuff: my life hates me. i hate my life. no diff. why do all these things always happen to me? i never did anything wrong. pple hate me for things i never did. confront me for things i dun have the chance to say. but no one ever asked me why. everything comes for a reason but people dont want to tell me wat it is. why did she have to do this to me? i treated her so well. i wanted to make her happy but somethings just backfire on me. cant she understand?
happy stuff: not much homework. everyone is very envious of my emily strange bag. pple want me to buy for them. umberto did not lose for games day. mom bought me all time favourite food: COMBOS. now veri hard to find liao. jillian wants it as if addicted. lol. daddy bought perfume. jiangyi jie jie bought me a pink belt. hope life changes for the better.

not u

2005-07-23T19:00:00.000-07:00

sad stuff: i dont understand why. i never did anything wrong to you and yet you are treating me like crap. like wad is so wrong with me? and like, is nothing wrong with you? you think u r always perfect but you never knew that there are so many people saying so many things about you behind your back. u think you know everything but actually, you know nothing. u tink that life is always candy and roses but u never knew it was never meant to be like that. i never let wad u say about me put me down but if i never knew wad u said so recently, i would still have been an idiot waiting for an answer to appear out of nowhere.
happy stuff: went to the library but didnt find any books cause i wanted to read my novella. laughed a lot with zx and angeline and took a million pics on angeline's hp. bought some new stuff. had a friendly fight with zx about choosing a new hairband. lol. toked abt pple and ourselves and feigned anger. had a realli fun time. mom got a stepometre for me. is it spelt that way? ha ha.. have walked 11906 steps so far..

2005-06-22T15:33:00.000-07:00

i m BACK. whoooooooooooooOOOOOOOOOOoooooooo!!! bought lots of stuff. and a pair of oversized converse sneakers. but hu cares. can wear can liao. bought a swatch watch. fake one. obviously. but veri cute. bought a guitar. going to learn. want to be a music prodigy. although it seems impossible. bought the sisterhood of the travelling pants movie. older bro bought 3 pairs of t-macs. i also wanted. but no my size. also bought lots of t-shirts, some gummy sweets, a nike sportsbag and a adidas slingbag. go with 3 luggages. come back with 4. also bought a pair of lovely cargo pants. now veri rich. haha. but.... have to do lots of HOMEWORK!!! AAAHHHHHH!

2005-06-15T20:58:00.000-07:00

aaAAAAAAAHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!! bad news number 1: i am going to shanghai this weekend. friday, to be exact. i dun wanna go............. but no choice. my dad bought the tickets. so gotta go. this is such a last minute decision. so i cant attend zm bdae party. (i am realli sorri. i didnt want it to happen. but i got u an extra LARGE present to make up for it.) will onli be back on tuesday.. or monday.. or wednesday.. i dunno. i dun want to miss supplementary. i need the BRAINS. now my brain's storage system is not even as large as my mp3 player's. bad news number 2: i have CUT MY HAIR. no. nooo. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. i want my hair back. but no.i cant. cause it is as short as jillian's! maybe even shorter. i asked them to cut 3 inches. and they cut it shorter. yeah. thanks. A LOT.

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2005-06-10T22:43:00.000-07:00

so wadever anyway. my eyes are about to pop out. sudden last plans saying that i have to go and visit my grandma. will consider bringing my assesment books along or will feel veri guilty. not used to sleeping late. but used to waking up late. har har... to the youngest in the brotherhood, zm, me and ken (i say for him), wish u a veri happi birthday 8 days early. no diff anyway. everydae is my birthday. hope u will like my prezzie. blew quite some moni on it. bought something for myself too. am broke now. wallet has been bled dry. boo hoo.. siblings nuts about lara croft tomb raider 3. no need to study while i slog at my table like a snail. bah.

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2005-06-04T16:49:00.000-07:00

thanks to joelyn for creating my lovely blog although we sort of fell out. and this is the new version of mi, so i am hippy happy hoppy and not sad sadder and saddest. hope everyone will like the new mi. and the new blog. and the new song. and everything that will be ever changing. and wadever.

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2005-06-04T14:40:00.000-07:00

this is my new skin ...